As I sit here today, piddling with some things at the office I realized something;
I think I’m growing up.
The past month as been interesting as far as personal growth and like …life awareness for me.
I’ve continued to make decisions based on what I want, MY future and well being and just doing things that make me happy.
Sounds kinda selfish, I guess…but I don’t feel bad about it.
In 25 years of living with myself I’ve learned a lot about me…and one of my biggest flaws and greatest assets are one in the same. I care too much about other people and helping them achieve and realize greatness within themselves.
It’s a flaw because in doing this I shove myself to the back and don’t worry about me.
WELL – 2015 brings a new opportunity to better myself and my life.
I have a lot of goals, but something I wish to focus on more than anything is simply taking care of myself mentally, physically and spiritually.
I’ve come to realize that those I love and care for won’t suffer for this, but will benefit. If I’m in my best health and frame of mind I can help them realize their greatness even better!! See how I tricked myself into taking better care of me by assuming it will benefit others?
I guess I’m pretty selfless…but making others happy truly is what makes me happy. It’s what I was born to do.
I was created with broad shoulders and a strong back so I can hold the weight of many things….and I’m thankful for that.
I’ve really enjoyed this past year with all my friends and family and I just can’t wait for all the amazing things 2015 will bring us!
Happy New Year, all!